Going back to school after being away for a couple years is a daunting thing. You worry about if you will be able to keep up with the rest of your class. You worry about if your writing skills are up to snuff. Most of all, you worry if you are going to be able to keep up with the excessive reading that is expected of you.
I started my Ph.D. this week, and was extremely excited to go to my first class. It is only one class per week, which with my migraines, vertigo and stomach problems, I figured would be up to my speed. I have seven other colleagues in my class, and of course all older than me, which I always find intellectually invigorating (since they typically have more life and work experience to rely on – instead of people who have never had a real job in their life).
I have taken a variety of courses over the past decade, and haven’t been what you might call overly enthused about the reading lists and discussions I have had. . . Until now!
My first task is to read Plato’s “The Republic”. It is not an easy read by any stretch of the imagination, nor is it a boring book. It is known as one of the most influential works of philosophical and political theory. I am reading the book as a part of an educational history course, that is looking at The Republic in the context of being an influential part of the evolution of education. Interesting, yes. . . The fact that I have to read this book in depth in under a week. . . ? Well, I am wondering how that is going to be realistically done. Baffled actually.
Over the years I have read numerous texts from the Academy, and have always been fascinated with the ingenuity and complexities of the Greek philosophers. I am only a few pages into The Republic, and I think I have either been out of academia a little too long, or that this book is quite a dense read that needs tender love and thought (not to mention, I think it is more a text that I could write my dissertation about, rather than read it in a week). Has anyone else read Plato’s “The Republic”? If so, what are your thoughts? (Please!)
I have been worried that maybe I am just behind on my reading, and that I am not reading at the same level I used to. It is funny how one can second guess themselves. Though when I consider it, I think I am just not in the same mindset I used to be. The material is interesting, I can relate it to my research, yet I can think of numerous other texts that would be more beneficial to my line of study than this book. I’m not sure. I think I am going to go back to reading and reconsider my opinion of this text in the context of academia, once I have gotten through the first book.
I will keep you all posted on my progress through my academic pursuits, since it is always nice to know that even someone who has been in school for a decade, still wonders if they can read fast enough.
Ciao,
~Deanna